What do i do?
Before you condemn me please listen. I have a BA in Theology and doing my Masters. I have been in ministry for over 20 yrs. However for 5 of the years I have been under the tutorship of my pastor. With his guidance I have been exposed to all areas of ministry. Youth, counselor, children's church, funeral, christening etc.
But here is where there is a problem. I am currently in a relationship with my pastor. Yes he is married and I am a divorcee for ALMOST 28 years now. My ex-husband was abusive. To be honest I am not sure when it began and though it is not frequent we have engaged in kissing and a few intimacy.
We share gifts and from time to time. I have driven his vehicle when there are missionaries and the church needs an extra hand. I have also traveled with him from state to state for speaking engagements and his wife is aware. His wife has given me that high level of respect and I do respect him and his family, and though his wife and I share a close friendship... this is not something I would want to be exposed.
What can I do?